Time Flies *sigh*

how i remember all the great things we have done during our childhood days. all the things we laugh and cry about. we long for things to move faster then. before you know it, its already here. the time for things to move even faster than we wanted. suddenly everything just pass you by and the linger behind you as a shodow. no matter how far we run its still there. dont look back. dont look back is what Jesus told us. all is done and cannot be undone. Jesus had lifted our sins and burdens up. we no longer bear all the loads ourselves now.

all is gone and will not change,
who seeks the past when the future overwhelms us?
why seek the past when the future overwhelms us?
what is the answer for today and tomorrow?
seek ye first the kingdom of God and ye shall find.
lies we embrace,
lies we speak to be receive,
lies claws of the enemie,
lies we were killed, stolen and destroyed.
wide is the gate that leads to destruction,
narrow is the way that leadeth to life.
choose now to be ever living or ever dying.

Left on a journey for knowledge

All the best to you Benji. I will always remember what we have been through and it changed my life. Since Form 4 i was totally ME. You turned me around and i know it turns out to be the best for me. No matter how much i have changed you're still the same and always exploring new things. Wanted to try new things and i hope you know what is best for you. Everything is permissable not all are beneficial. Hope to see you cut off from alcohol. I pray when you come back you will find life, not worldly success. All the Best Benji.

THE REALITY OF LIFE

Today's people are shaped by the society. People get into some latest groove and everyone falls in it. Isn't it obvious that they just follow one big monkey. Well there is a saying that goes like this "Monkey See, Monkey Do". Are we all that monkey? Aren't we some smart being? God gave us talents and charcters so that we are unique. Where is this difference if everyone is doing the same thing. My most concern is the Christian today. They came out of Egypt and they live a life like they are still in Egypt. How is that possible if we are suppose to be different. Don't you think God is working in your life? Do you think your old ways are applied even in God's way? Well don't get me wrong but God has his own plan for us. God shapes our characters again because of our influence from the world that cause us to be unclean. Not many people out there run their lifes by themselves but by the media or by someone of the world. This is sad because even our very own Christians tend to fall into such category. Well im GLAD we have so many people getting saved by the year in certain churches. Im even happier when people move towards God. How many actually live thier lifes for God as such that they put God as their first priority and alwas think about God when they are doing something? Even i myself am guilty of that.

That is why i am making a stand today. To tell the world "Look you had the best of me last time and now it is God's turn to have the whole of me". I will do my best not to allow people of the world or thoughts of the world to consume my life again. I've been there and it hurts to look at it because i could've done so many things and achieve so much for God. Some Christians teach certain principles and never actually apply that into their lifes. So isn't that possible to be said by someone of the world? We as Christians need to walk our talk. Teachers who reads this; Beware of what you teach. Your pupils are watching your every steps. They pick up you footsteps and if you walk and stumble, your pupil will stumble along with you. Now that ain't so bad but what if your pupil met his judgement day earlier than you? Won't you be held accountable of your own pupil's judgement? Won't you be condemned to HELL for that? Everything is permissable but not all are beneficial. Beware Christians and teachers. Make a difference as we move as one body of Christ.

i love talking bout yesterday huh? yea anyway i cooked fried rice all by myself and i thought it was a perfect dinner until i realize that i forgot to put salt and aji. oh yea too much oil as well. its a flop anyway. yea besides that i went for prayer meeting and i sat with a bunch of ladies. i almost fell asleep coz they pray really soft and gentle. hahaha yea i know its me to blame but i sure hope they arent pissed off with me. so after that i went over to sunway and have some drinks with my collegemates. saw my friend's nikon camera which cost him 3K. wow right. yea rich kid brings it everywhere as if its his baby. hope he doesnt get robbed? just drank a while and went back. then skyped the rest of the night. oh man untill today im still here skyping with betsy. well nothing else to do you can say. this whole week i feel like im really learning about repentance and stuff like that coz we have been taking Jesus's sacrifice too lightly and im really studying about it. once this is all clear yea i will post it on the blog. until then god bless you

yesterday is a history. today is what becomes of me in the future. but let the history speaks for itself. no? then history is not a legend. is today going to be somewhat memorable? it all depends on how i live it. yesterday was moody. stupid flu woke me up at 4. didnt have much sleep n feeling down. went to parent's shop and help dad run some errands. came bek n i was like HOT dude. stayed at home n feel like sleeping but still HOT dude. oh yea said a bunch of long prayer yesterday bout one thing and i learned to speak to God as i seek comfort of all the question. remember God doesnt answer me directly so i cant have the answer right away. his timing is the best timing. so throw away your watches and clocks. trust him and he will prosper you. dont believe me? he says that he is leading us into green pasture. know what that is? its called paradise by Jesus. yea man how i wish i could be there right here.